Sunday, July 16, 2006

One of those nights

Posted by Mandy at 7:59 PM
Whew! I am so happy my kids are in bed! I don't know what my deal was.. but AS SOON as we started brushing teeth, reading books, etc I got so stressed. In my defense the kids were being unusually insane. Madison would NOT stop talking... anyone with a 4/5 year old (possibly older?) can probably understand what nonstop talking... over many many hours, can do to your nerves! They got into bed and quiet right before I wanted to start screaming at them... I hate that feeling! I always feel so out of control at the end of the month... I have to remind myself that it is not the kids fault that I'm going through this and I have to be careful not to take my stress out on them. Clayton working nonstop hasn't helped.. I told him that he CANNOT work any overtime tonight.. NONE. :) He agreed... so I'm sure some R&R with my hubby will help calm me down. It usually does!

Had another fantastic Sunday! Still loving the preacher and our church has grown EACH Sunday over the past 3 he's been with us. I've been meeting new ppl each week.. it is amazing to see God working in our church now. Our babies - young kids population has doubled or tripled as well! I'm so excited! I'm trying to get close with some of the young couples in our church now. I exchanged numbers with the couple I spoke of in a past blog that have the sweet newborn little boy.. I hope we'll really get together soon.

Okay, I 'think' I'll test on Thursday. I'll be pretty far at that point.. if I were pg it 'should' turn up... but who knows. I might get to Thursday and just not want to face a negative test. I'm torn on it right now. I used to not be able to wait to test.. at this point it's just depressing! Who needs to see a negative pg test AND see the hag show? Pahleeze!! That's unnecessary torture if you ask me! ;) I swear, I wish I could find a book that a real life woman wrote about her trying to conceive journey... I'd thrive on something like that right now. I know, I'm so sorry my blogs lately are so pg obsessed.. but let's face it, when I'm down to the one week to wait time, I AM obsessed and it's all I can think about! (which is probably why I wanted to bite the kids' heads off tonight) So, if this month isn't it... please pray I won't turn into some raging psycho woman. I'm crazy enough as it is ;)

5 comments:

K.T. says peace on Sunday, 16 July, 2006 said...

We all have those moments,mine today-was feeling kinda ill,that is one time when I am not that nice to live with either.I am praying for you.

Lou Arnold on Monday, 17 July, 2006 said...

Good luck on next week. Hang in there Mandy! It will come and probably will be unexpected. I am praying for you.

Lou Arnold on Monday, 17 July, 2006 said...

Sorry I meant to tell you that this pregnancy is just a trial. Remember Phillips blog, we need to rejoice during these times and we will be blessed.

Suzanne on Monday, 17 July, 2006 said...

hang in there. i'm here anytime it gets hard. i love you, woman.

Lee Ann James on Monday, 17 July, 2006 said...

I will definitely add the not going psycho thing to my prayers for you. Taylor and I love you and your family...just wanted you to know. We're here if you need us, too!

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