just whining...

This might not be a very "feel good" post.. so if you're looking for an upper... I'm sorry but I don't think I have it tonight. I'm just bummed. I'm an emotional wreck tonight for some reason. In about 3/4 days I'll find out if this was "the" month or not.. so that's weighing heavy on my mind. (after doing SO WELL all month not worrying over it!) Clayton is actually getting paid to work overtime now.. so he's gung ho about working it.. so tonight he could've been home at 10pm, but he's going to stay out until 12am. (I"ll be SHOCKED if he's home that early... grrr...) I just feel so needy right now and no one here to help me... hence why I'm on here crying to whoever reads this! I'd love to think that all of my moodyness is due to pg hormones.. but then I don't want to start thinking that way and be super disappointed, ya know? oh I just want to cry, scream, go running... SOMETHING.

On a good note, Madison has a Tball scrimmage game tomorrow morning.. yep.. should be HILARIOUS. I have no idea who they'll be playing against.. but it's guaranteed to be a good time! Our first game is Monday night... we don't have our shirts or hats yet, so hoping to get those tomorrow! oh the drama of tball! ;)

Okay, I'm done whining... for tonight!